Happy Holidays!
Today is Monday and while typically this would lead to a journal entry, I am posting a short story instead!
If you have been keeping up on Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, etc., I have been working on a Christmas short story depicting a 'what if' scenario involving two of the characters from my world.
In Lorenz's journal we know that he once met a dashing vampire in a top-hat that tried to woo him and failed rather miserably. If you have read Phoenix Heart, you might also be aware that he meets this vampire again later.
For those who follow Lorenz's lover Cyrus...in Fate Trail, Cyrus meets a frustratingly sexy Texas Ranger whom he has a short encounter with. This individual is shrouded in mystery. He also happens to meet up with this individual again in Phoenix Heart.
Lorenz was not destined to end up with the top-hatted admirer, nor was Cyrus destined to forever romp with his friend-with-benefits, the hazel-eyed mystery man. So then what if these two third wheels were to stumble upon one another? It is not an easy thing to be the 'other guy' in a story where two people are destined to be together forever in the grandest of love affairs. Why can't the 'other guys' have a little bit of fun eh?
Top-Hats and Measuring Sticks is a 'what if' adventure where Le Von Funar and Marcel the Moirae stumble upon one another pining for the men they can't have on Christmas. This promises to be a very interesting Christmas.
While neither Le Von nor Marcel will ever admit that this interaction ever really happened, what I can tell you is that everything discussed during this encounter is 100% true. There is a lot of lore, a lot of secrets, and a lot of outlandish claims in this story. I wanted it to be a fun and sexy little read, but also be something titillating for my readers for another reason. There are things that may take me years to get to or that I may never get to tell...so why not have a way to toss some things out for people to munch on.
There are things like, tidbits about the nature of the world itself, the nature of the Moirae, a big super secret about Le Von that is 200 years in the making, Horach's real name and real origins, the nature of Marcel and Horach's relationship, more info on people's sexualities, why people conduct themselves the way they do, all that and so much more!
I really really hope you guys will enjoy this fun little story. I say 'little' but it's right at 7900 words. Right now there is enough material on this blog for me to make into probably 3 Novellas at least. Please, think about how much time and effort goes into this blog. I really appreciate everyone's love and support. Remember that writing is not a hobby, this is my job and putting things up for free is me working for you guys...for free.
The link for the short story is on the right near the Donate button, or you can click the link below. :)
http://thedoctorslostjournal.blogspot.com/p/top-hats-and-measuring-sticks.html
Monday, December 22, 2014
Monday, December 8, 2014
Journal Entry 24
Is it Monday already?
Oh I guess it is. =D
Monday means journal entry! Journal entry 24 is up for your viewing pleasure. It's another day for Lorenz to reflect upon his new relationship and how things are going. A short discussion about the good, the not-so-good, and what might be coming next.
There's been so much angst and drama for the couple, a bit of calm before anymore storms is good, don't you think?
Enjoy!
Oh I guess it is. =D
Monday means journal entry! Journal entry 24 is up for your viewing pleasure. It's another day for Lorenz to reflect upon his new relationship and how things are going. A short discussion about the good, the not-so-good, and what might be coming next.
There's been so much angst and drama for the couple, a bit of calm before anymore storms is good, don't you think?
Enjoy!
Monday, December 1, 2014
Journal Entry 23
Happy Monday!
It's Monday and that means new Journal Entry. I'm sorry that it's a little late going up, but I've been knee deep in edits for the newest book and wanted that done before I worked on this entry.
When last we left Lorenz and Cyrus they had finally broken down the barriers around them and confessed how they truly felt. They spent a night of wild passion together and Lorenz was wondering...what's next?
So here is what was next. Sometimes it's awkward starting a new relationship, even if you have known a person for a long time. Cyrus and Lorenz have known each other for two years, but now they are learning how to -be- together.
In this journal entry, Lorenz describes their budding relationship, his emotional state and...quite a lot of what's going on in their sex life.
Enjoy! ;)
It's Monday and that means new Journal Entry. I'm sorry that it's a little late going up, but I've been knee deep in edits for the newest book and wanted that done before I worked on this entry.
When last we left Lorenz and Cyrus they had finally broken down the barriers around them and confessed how they truly felt. They spent a night of wild passion together and Lorenz was wondering...what's next?
So here is what was next. Sometimes it's awkward starting a new relationship, even if you have known a person for a long time. Cyrus and Lorenz have known each other for two years, but now they are learning how to -be- together.
In this journal entry, Lorenz describes their budding relationship, his emotional state and...quite a lot of what's going on in their sex life.
Enjoy! ;)
Monday, November 24, 2014
Bi-Gendered Protagonist
I'm afraid there's no new journal entry today. With Thanksgiving this week, some family stuff and me waking up sick today...it's just not getting done. Instead! I present to you some information and a snippet from my latest work. :) Happy Monday!
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I am in the final stages of edits in The Gemini Prince and wanted to take some time to highlight what makes this book so different and special.
Though I primarily write paranormal romance that is on the explicit side, this book is more of a sweet fantasy fiction. It is not explicit nor particularly gory. It could easily be picked up by a teenager or young adult and be enjoyed as much as it could be by someone older. This was a big change for me, but one that I enjoyed and tried for a reason.
There is a message in this novel, one of hope, personal growth, and positive versus negative relationships. Considering that the novel features a Bi-Gendered Protagonist, I felt there could be people of all ages that might want to read and enjoy what it's about.
I state Bi-Gendered rather than Pan-Gendered or Gender Fluid, only because of the book itself. The book is fantasy, set in a completely different world, and it is part of the culture and spiritual beliefs that some individuals are born governed by the 'Gemini Spirit.' This is a God/Goddess twin combination of male and female which manifests in the person by giving them a gender identity that is both male and female.
It is supposed to be widely known and engrained into the very fabric of these peoples' existence that a person's gender identity and sexual orientation is determined before birth by deities. This leaves it completely out of each person's hands and one would think leans itself towards a more accepting and unified society as a whole.
But...just because a people 'know' this is how it is, does not necessarily mean it is accepted.
The Gemini Prince is the story of Avery, a man who grew up feeling like a Gemini Spirit, but was never allowed to express his gender identity. Feelings of dysphoria, depression and isolation fester and grow to a daily anhedonia. Eventually, he leaves his family, his duties, and everything he's ever known in order to establish his gender the way he wants.
I am both very proud and quite worried over this work. I really wanted to write something good in order to broach this subject. I hope people of all ages and walks of life can enjoy it. This is a romance and there is a happy ending. Perhaps if there are people struggling with gender identity issues they might find it a fun feel-good sort of story.
Be looking for cover arts, character concept sketches, and give-aways to be popping up in the near future.
Snippet:
“Is it all that you expected?” I jump, sloshing the water as I sit up and look over my shoulder. Furling my brows I snort disapprovingly at Hector who is peeking around the small partition that I put up.
With a roll of my eyes I reach for some scented soap and begin brushing it across my body. “If I did not know better, I would think that you were doing your best to sneak peeks of my nude body. Of course, you are no such perverse fiend, are you Prince Hector?” I narrow my eyes at him playfully.
He gasps, placing a hand at his chest and feigning shock. “Perish the thought Prince Avery. I was merely making sure that you had not fallen in and drowned while my back was turned.”
At first I laugh, reveling in the beautiful smile upon his face, but then it hits me; he used my real name. Dropping the soap with a splash, I shy back in the water. My jaw drops and my eyes grow wide. I suppose I must look as if I have had a terrible fright because he steps closer to me with a hand outstretched. “What did you just call me?” I see the recognition on his face at his mistake and he winces, turning his face away.
“Ah, forgive me. Vincent…Vincent, you said your name was. It is just that you remind me so much of someone I met when I was a child that…” I cut him off, shifting in the tub and causing more sloshing.
“How long have you known?” There is a clipped and almost angry tone to my voice. I do not mean to sound angry at him, but I feel somehow betrayed.
I watch his Adam’s apple bob up and down in a hard swallow. Slowly he lowers to one knee and bows his head. “Forgive me, Your Highness, I have known who you truly were since I spotted you in the forest. It seemed as if you wanted your identity kept secret, and I was more than willing to uphold the illusion for you. Please, I meant no offense. I became too casual and got careless. It was thoughtless of me. I accept whatever punishment for any and all of my actions since we have met.”
Tears flood my eyes and I cup my hands over my ears, curling up in the tub. “Stop it! Stop saying things like that!” I hiccup, feeling the tears threatening to break through the barrier of my eyelids and spill out onto my face. “So then you were only treating me like a real person to pacify me. Everything you have done for me was only because of my station. This entire trip has been a lie.” My breath quickens, and I am gasping, feeling as if walls are tumbling down around me and all the air is being sucked out of my body. I feel like I am dying.
“No, no, that is not it at all. I found the most wonderful opportunity to be with a sweet and gentile prince. I was able to treat him like a person and he treat me like one in return. You made me feel…more than just a disappointment. You made me feel special and I wanted you to feel special too. But not because of what family you were born into, but for who you are.” I feel his hand upon my shoulder, giving a gentle squeeze. “Avery please…”
I sniffle and slowly lift my head. Looking up into those blue eyes is so difficult for me. I feel them reach into my rib cage, tear it open and expose my heart. One hand remains on my shoulder and the other ghosts tenderly across my cheek. All around us little bubbles of water start to float upwards out of the tub. I blink in surprise and glance around. “What is…happening?”
Hector wets his lips and looks to the bubbles as well. “We are close to the Well Spring. Your emotions are causing the water to rise, just like when you slapped me. The closer we are the more your magic will awaken, most likely. Please, I believe in this trip and I believe in you. I am not like your family. I want you to be who you are. I truly wish to help you and I want nothing in return. When I was a boy my father took my brothers and I to your court. It was some ball or something, I hardly remember. What I do remember is you. I was the sixth child and did not garner an introduction to the High Prince. You were introduced to my eldest brother instead, but I remember your beautiful hair and how you held yourself. You were just a child, but you smiled to people and talked with them and I just…”
I reach up, brushing my thumb against his bottom lip. “You just what?”
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I am in the final stages of edits in The Gemini Prince and wanted to take some time to highlight what makes this book so different and special.
Though I primarily write paranormal romance that is on the explicit side, this book is more of a sweet fantasy fiction. It is not explicit nor particularly gory. It could easily be picked up by a teenager or young adult and be enjoyed as much as it could be by someone older. This was a big change for me, but one that I enjoyed and tried for a reason.
There is a message in this novel, one of hope, personal growth, and positive versus negative relationships. Considering that the novel features a Bi-Gendered Protagonist, I felt there could be people of all ages that might want to read and enjoy what it's about.
I state Bi-Gendered rather than Pan-Gendered or Gender Fluid, only because of the book itself. The book is fantasy, set in a completely different world, and it is part of the culture and spiritual beliefs that some individuals are born governed by the 'Gemini Spirit.' This is a God/Goddess twin combination of male and female which manifests in the person by giving them a gender identity that is both male and female.
It is supposed to be widely known and engrained into the very fabric of these peoples' existence that a person's gender identity and sexual orientation is determined before birth by deities. This leaves it completely out of each person's hands and one would think leans itself towards a more accepting and unified society as a whole.
But...just because a people 'know' this is how it is, does not necessarily mean it is accepted.
The Gemini Prince is the story of Avery, a man who grew up feeling like a Gemini Spirit, but was never allowed to express his gender identity. Feelings of dysphoria, depression and isolation fester and grow to a daily anhedonia. Eventually, he leaves his family, his duties, and everything he's ever known in order to establish his gender the way he wants.
I am both very proud and quite worried over this work. I really wanted to write something good in order to broach this subject. I hope people of all ages and walks of life can enjoy it. This is a romance and there is a happy ending. Perhaps if there are people struggling with gender identity issues they might find it a fun feel-good sort of story.
Be looking for cover arts, character concept sketches, and give-aways to be popping up in the near future.
Snippet:
“Is it all that you expected?” I jump, sloshing the water as I sit up and look over my shoulder. Furling my brows I snort disapprovingly at Hector who is peeking around the small partition that I put up.
With a roll of my eyes I reach for some scented soap and begin brushing it across my body. “If I did not know better, I would think that you were doing your best to sneak peeks of my nude body. Of course, you are no such perverse fiend, are you Prince Hector?” I narrow my eyes at him playfully.
He gasps, placing a hand at his chest and feigning shock. “Perish the thought Prince Avery. I was merely making sure that you had not fallen in and drowned while my back was turned.”
At first I laugh, reveling in the beautiful smile upon his face, but then it hits me; he used my real name. Dropping the soap with a splash, I shy back in the water. My jaw drops and my eyes grow wide. I suppose I must look as if I have had a terrible fright because he steps closer to me with a hand outstretched. “What did you just call me?” I see the recognition on his face at his mistake and he winces, turning his face away.
“Ah, forgive me. Vincent…Vincent, you said your name was. It is just that you remind me so much of someone I met when I was a child that…” I cut him off, shifting in the tub and causing more sloshing.
“How long have you known?” There is a clipped and almost angry tone to my voice. I do not mean to sound angry at him, but I feel somehow betrayed.
I watch his Adam’s apple bob up and down in a hard swallow. Slowly he lowers to one knee and bows his head. “Forgive me, Your Highness, I have known who you truly were since I spotted you in the forest. It seemed as if you wanted your identity kept secret, and I was more than willing to uphold the illusion for you. Please, I meant no offense. I became too casual and got careless. It was thoughtless of me. I accept whatever punishment for any and all of my actions since we have met.”
Tears flood my eyes and I cup my hands over my ears, curling up in the tub. “Stop it! Stop saying things like that!” I hiccup, feeling the tears threatening to break through the barrier of my eyelids and spill out onto my face. “So then you were only treating me like a real person to pacify me. Everything you have done for me was only because of my station. This entire trip has been a lie.” My breath quickens, and I am gasping, feeling as if walls are tumbling down around me and all the air is being sucked out of my body. I feel like I am dying.
“No, no, that is not it at all. I found the most wonderful opportunity to be with a sweet and gentile prince. I was able to treat him like a person and he treat me like one in return. You made me feel…more than just a disappointment. You made me feel special and I wanted you to feel special too. But not because of what family you were born into, but for who you are.” I feel his hand upon my shoulder, giving a gentle squeeze. “Avery please…”
I sniffle and slowly lift my head. Looking up into those blue eyes is so difficult for me. I feel them reach into my rib cage, tear it open and expose my heart. One hand remains on my shoulder and the other ghosts tenderly across my cheek. All around us little bubbles of water start to float upwards out of the tub. I blink in surprise and glance around. “What is…happening?”
Hector wets his lips and looks to the bubbles as well. “We are close to the Well Spring. Your emotions are causing the water to rise, just like when you slapped me. The closer we are the more your magic will awaken, most likely. Please, I believe in this trip and I believe in you. I am not like your family. I want you to be who you are. I truly wish to help you and I want nothing in return. When I was a boy my father took my brothers and I to your court. It was some ball or something, I hardly remember. What I do remember is you. I was the sixth child and did not garner an introduction to the High Prince. You were introduced to my eldest brother instead, but I remember your beautiful hair and how you held yourself. You were just a child, but you smiled to people and talked with them and I just…”
I reach up, brushing my thumb against his bottom lip. “You just what?”
Monday, November 17, 2014
Journal Entry 22
Monday!
It's a snowy Monday for me how about you? Oh wait, I'm supposed to be announcing something else aren't I? ;)
Yes it's Monday and that means Journal Entry!
Lorenz is yet again trying to detox from Cyrus' vampire blood. When things get heavy, will they finally take the plunge and admit to each other how they truly feel? Is it time? Has the awkward dance gone on long enough!?
Find out!
For those who have read Phoenix Heart, Journal Entry 22 coincides directly with a scene from Chapter 5. In Chapter 5 Shorty(Cyrus) has a flashback about this very moment in time. In the book this scene is from Cyrus' perspective. The journal entry is of course from Lorenz's perspective. I hope you enjoy!
It's a snowy Monday for me how about you? Oh wait, I'm supposed to be announcing something else aren't I? ;)
Yes it's Monday and that means Journal Entry!
Lorenz is yet again trying to detox from Cyrus' vampire blood. When things get heavy, will they finally take the plunge and admit to each other how they truly feel? Is it time? Has the awkward dance gone on long enough!?
Find out!
For those who have read Phoenix Heart, Journal Entry 22 coincides directly with a scene from Chapter 5. In Chapter 5 Shorty(Cyrus) has a flashback about this very moment in time. In the book this scene is from Cyrus' perspective. The journal entry is of course from Lorenz's perspective. I hope you enjoy!
Monday, November 10, 2014
Journal Entry 21
Uh Oh! It's Monday again!
Mondays mean school, and jobs, and getting up early and bleh! But oh wait, they also mean new journal entries. :D
Things have come to a serious head for Lorenz and Cyrus. After what seemed like a nice 'date' ends with nothing but a smile and a handshake, Lorenz has had enough. Things get bad, real bad...violent even! :(
Is this the end for our two heroes? Is their love affair over before it even began?
Hang in their folks...it's always darkest before the dawn.
Mondays mean school, and jobs, and getting up early and bleh! But oh wait, they also mean new journal entries. :D
Things have come to a serious head for Lorenz and Cyrus. After what seemed like a nice 'date' ends with nothing but a smile and a handshake, Lorenz has had enough. Things get bad, real bad...violent even! :(
Is this the end for our two heroes? Is their love affair over before it even began?
Hang in their folks...it's always darkest before the dawn.
Monday, November 3, 2014
Journal Entry 20
Hello Everyone! Welcome to another Manic Monday.
Mondays tend to bring with them -drum roll- new journal entries! Today Lorenz discusses Christmas and New Years 1945/46.
I'm sure by now we're used to Lorenz seeming a little bit dramatic, but does he mean it when he claims that he's absolutely heart-broken and ready to leave Cyrus!? :O
Guess you'll have to read to find out!
If you haven't read the books, Lorenz and Cyrus met in June of 1944. They traveled together for two years before managing to confess love for one another. So guess what that means!? Yep! It's now 1946 in Lorenz's journal and thus we begin the countdown when the two -finally- admit they love each other.
Mondays tend to bring with them -drum roll- new journal entries! Today Lorenz discusses Christmas and New Years 1945/46.
I'm sure by now we're used to Lorenz seeming a little bit dramatic, but does he mean it when he claims that he's absolutely heart-broken and ready to leave Cyrus!? :O
Guess you'll have to read to find out!
If you haven't read the books, Lorenz and Cyrus met in June of 1944. They traveled together for two years before managing to confess love for one another. So guess what that means!? Yep! It's now 1946 in Lorenz's journal and thus we begin the countdown when the two -finally- admit they love each other.
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